Dance Class

Every Tuesday for 6 to 7 weeks I have attended a Beginner Level Dance Class. Me, along with Serena Lam go in every time and work on a routine for a Recital. I have been memorizing the steps well, having Serena around can help a lot sometimes. Though the people in my class may be younger than both of us, me being the second oldest next to the instructor Brittney, I do have fun in there. The Class is a way for me to hone and better my dancing.

We are dancing to Justin Bieber (Beaver's) Hit "Baby". A song about a little boy in love with a girl who sounds like a 5-year old girl. Our dance is on 8-counts with around 10 dance sequences I seperated in my own  head. A lot of the moves are simple but need to be done quickly, almost 1 move a second and large moves take about 8 seconds to pull off such as sequence changing.

I am very nervous about my Recital coming up on Dec. 17th. My big fear is I may look stupid or I may not be as good as I think. But ultimately I think I may forget my steps. But I can't keep doubting myself all the time.

Barney The Scary Dinosaur

    

     This Purple Dinosaur is the most Scariest Being on the face of the Earth. When I was 6 I use to have nightmares Barney would sing "I love you.." While I laid in the bed cowering from him. It started with one sentence said by my eldest sister Corvetta "Barney is a Child Molestor!" And then she went into detail how all his songs and things indicated how creepy he was. "Tree in the Whole" "Rain song" and the enfabled "I Love you" they song at the end of each episode.
      The most scariest thing about him was his eyes. Those souless black eyes reminded me of all the horrors that was in the world. If anyone ever wanted to scary me at the age, just wear a Barney suit with a knife covered in fake blood. Oh my jebus I would maybe faint from screaming so hard. Barney is pure evil, unlimited fear concentrated in a purple Dinosaur suit.
     It wasn't just them either. My sister said something way to dangerous about the Teletubbies. The fact of the show is it had: A allegedly Gay Purple character, a Black Green one, A yellow female, and a Asian Red Teletubbie. It was then I had seen far enough of Children television. Until the dawning of "Hip-hop Harry" the one and only character I agree with straight to this day. He was a Dancing and Rapping Giant Bear who had a bunch a kid dancers who danced with him. Instead of a Song They did a Dance Circle at the end and before that did actually rap "I Love To Learn". It may be because of my hobby of Dancing that I agree with the show. In a final though I would say this....Down with the Evil Dinosaur!

My F#%$#!& Paper

  Well Today my anger has found a new level. People seem to view my writing ability in a certain way. I am a very passionate writer and I get very emotional when people go out of their way to go into my stories and nitpick it, not looking at grammar mistakes but looking at the story itself and saying what is stupid and what is immature or what is before my time. I wouldn't be bothered if it was just a paper I hastily wrote or just through out there on a limb. But most of my stories are connected to not just my heart, my soul, my mind but my entire life.
    Grades are nothing to me, someone can be entirely smart and clever, and be a major procratinator or have issues so they can't get their work done. School is entirely to focused on Grades to the point peopl emake it a obessesion and call people idiotic for not having the standards. I am going to say this now, The Southwestern school system failed my sister entirely, This isn't a joke 7 failures of the OGT but she passed all of her classes with flying colors and passing her SAT in philidelphia, she should've sued! People think I am weird or stupid sometimes but I am smarter than they think.

Gluttony

     The awakening and depressing story by Maise Crow, had an astonishing effect on me. Maise Crow is a Graduate Student in Ohio State who lives in New York. She created a video depicting the Trials of a teen named Max who has a disorder, a deteriation of the 15th chromosone. It tells of his pain with carrying on with a disorder that gives him a insatiable apetite, something I could only describe as a Curse of Glutton. His Caretaker watches over him and makes sure he is okay, but through the constant slide show of pictures you can see, the pain and struggle he himself, the caretaker goes through to protect and give Max the love he rightfully deserves, the type and human being deserves, no matter what has been dealt to them at  birth.

   Max describes the urge to eat as Knives to his stomach. The sharp shining blade that we recognize as something to make bisecting and dicing materials, aswell as a weapon used to take the Priceless and famed gift of Life. Imagining that you ancidently cut yourself, but magnify that repeatedly in your body, just to a natural instinct like Hunger could be menancing.

When I think about what Max may grow through in his life, what anyone with this disorder might go through, I feel discontent and I get a feeling in the pit of my Stomach, because I can't stop it. I have this urge to find him and help, but how? It may be my natural reaction or just compassion, I don't even know if its just pity in me making me feel this. I just know that this shouldn't have happened to someone, It's not rude or mean, or unfortunate or funny to me. It's just seems Evil, and like a good person, I think evil has to be stopped.